First Reading: 1 Kings 19:4–8
4 But he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a solitary broom tree. He asked that he might die: “It is enough; now, O Lord, take away my life, for I am no better than my ancestors.” 5 Then he lay down under the broom tree and fell asleep. Suddenly an angel touched him and said to him, “Get up and eat.” 6 He looked, and there at his head was a cake baked on hot stones, and a jar of water. He ate and drank, and lay down again. 7 The angel of the Lord came a second time, touched him, and said, “Get up and eat, otherwise the journey will be too much for you.” 8 He got up, and ate and drank; then he went in the strength of that food forty days and forty nights to Horeb the mount of God.
After defeating the prophets of Baal, Elijah flees from the wicked Queen Jezebel, who had slaughtered all the prophets of the Lord except Elijah and is now sending the police force to capture him.
God reacts in a touching way to Elijah’s request for death – an excellect breakfast and a substantial lunch to fortify Elijah for a 40-day trek through the Sinai desert. –> God sends help to us – angels – at our darkest times.
“How is your spiritual diet? What is your diet spiritually? How are you eating? Spiritual food – How fragile and dependent we are for normal food provides a great analogy for spiritual health and spiritual eating… The soul is the dimension that links the whole of us into the eternal. And the soul needs to be fed or else it shrinks down and becomes weak, atrophying from lack of nutrition and proper exercise spiritually. If we don’t feed the soul, it will hit the wall under distress and become flabby, lethargic and die. So how can you feed your soul? 1. Prayer – raise your heart and mind to God, a conversation with Him who loves us. 2. Spiritual reading. 3. Works of mercy. 4. Eucharist. Necessary for divine life – taking eternal life into you.” – Bishop Barron
We are called to be honest and frank with the Lord, voicing complaints in an atmosphere of trust and love with our Father.